Grief is a life long journey no one is ever free of. It may find you when you are young or it may find you when you are old but overall it will be a ghost that visits you before you leave this world. Grief is a lingering essence that colors your world and changes … Continue reading Living In the Shadow of Grief →

For three weeks now I have had many nightmares about my father and sister. Many of them are full of anger on their sides for some unknown thing I have done and just when I think I will learn the answer-the dream shifts or ends and I wake up literally crying from the intensity of … Continue reading Heartbroken →

Every day of my life I struggle to find contentment and this makes me sad because I am so very blessed in this life. I have a beautiful kind and sweet dog, an amazing and fun horse, a house that feels like a home and a great job with great people. Yet, every day I … Continue reading Contentment →